Mini nightmare about losing Gojira
I dreamed about my dogs last night. I went out to my car in the parking lot and realized someone had hit the back end of it. The doors were all messed up and my dogs had gotten out of the back seat and were loose in the greenway between the parking lot and the street. I saw Gryphon first and managed to grab her. Then I saw Ghidora and called him back to me from the middle of the road. I gripped their collars in each hand unable to go anywhere to look for Gojira since my hands were full. Other people were with me and I told them, "I can't find Gojira, please help me look!" They told me that Gojira hadn't been in the car. I couldn't remember where she was if not in the car with the others so I asked, "Where is she then?," getting more and more hysterical once I realized I had no idea where I had left her. Nobody could answer me or help me find Gojira. The more panicked I got, the more they ignored and shunned me. The implication (although it was never expressed in words) was that Gojira was and had been dead for a while and that they thought I was crazy and in denial for looking for her.
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One night I dreamed that I had nanook at my local dog par and he was sniffing around the fence before I let him. I finally let him in and some one let the door open and he ran out, luckily in my dream nanook knew to stay near me. Anyway this big gray wolf hybrid mix who belonged to someone (person walked him off leash and he came charging after nanook and he hit nanook with so much force that he shattered nanook's hind legs at this moment nanook was still on leash and I was screaming becaus the vet had to amputate his legs. Luckily I woke up and realized it was all a dream but even then I was still screaming.
(But my little crazy girl pulled through another huge health crisis, thankfully, and is still with us, and is now acting like she was never sick at all).
I'm not a dream expert, but I think it might be a subconscious way for you to deal with your impending separation from Gojira. My own Mom went through the same thing when I moved from home lol, it's hard to lose your baby girl.
Each time I sleep I always dream that I found Shakko only to wake from it and realize he's still missing. However, I do believer Shakko is still out there.